Sunday, February 1, 2009

A Million Questions...

My heart is heavily burdened. I can't remember the last time I cried myself to sleep, but last night was a first of many for me. I can't really bare to go into all the details, nor do I think I should on my blog. But I would ask for prayer. Prayer for me as I wrestle with God. Prayer for a sweet family as they walk a road no parent, no sibling should (and one I know some of you have walked already before them). My heart is just hurting. My soul is just not okay. My mind...well that is where it starts to get ugly and I need the most prayer.

The questions are coming in my the millions and I have no answers. Not one.

4 comments:

Hannah E. said...

Praying.

Marci said...

You have such a sweet and tender spirit Courtney. I do not know what your questions are, but I know we all go through questionings that I just don't think we will know the answers til Heaven!

Call me if you want. I'll pray that you will rest in His sovereignty. God works in amazing ways through pain- - -sucks, but somehow God makes it good.

Kathryn said...

Hey. I love you. Praying for you.

jeff said...

I'm completely in LOVE with you!!