My heart is heavily burdened. I can't remember the last time I cried myself to sleep, but last night was a first of many for me. I can't really bare to go into all the details, nor do I think I should on my blog. But I would ask for prayer. Prayer for me as I wrestle with God. Prayer for a sweet family as they walk a road no parent, no sibling should (and one I know some of you have walked already before them). My heart is just hurting. My soul is just not okay. My mind...well that is where it starts to get ugly and I need the most prayer.
The questions are coming in my the millions and I have no answers. Not one.